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Sunday, October 03, 2004

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 15:58:11 GMT

....guess who finally got cable and internet in her room....why yes...ME!!..hell yeah..i can finally feel like my old self again..a cable loving internet surfing freak...xcept i have to work..bleh..hehe...anyways..SORRY if i haven't been keeping in touch with anyone back at home...it really sux cuz i feel like i totally departed from everyone..like i don't know what everyone is up to or how theyre doing...i know that it's wrong...but sometimes when i call back home..it seems like there's nothing to say..so yeah that's one of the reason...that and when I went to SAN ANTONIO for the 4 day weekend...Jaesun lost my cellphone....but really sweetie...i'm not mad.....so basically yeah..i have no way to contact anyone..because i dont have #'s!..i have to wait till people email them to me or something....but yeah anyways..so here's what i have been up to in wonderful Ft. Drum..[yes..there was a hint of sarcasm to that]..

I just got back from the field Thursday...spent 11 days sleeping out in the woods...watching the beautiful stars...GOD....the stars are beautiful here...especially when your looking up at it while your on the beach while a bonfire going on........granted that i was pretty much gone..[too much Jim Beam...thanks Poston!]...so yeah..we spent 11 days roughing it out..its like camping but none of that easy shit..no shower and lights..we did a lot of cool shit while were out there though..I got to drive a big ass truck..a humvee..and a front line ambulance..it was freaking awesome!..we went off roading and shit..then a helicopter came and we did medical stuff like how to treat patients and how to get them to the helicopter...so yeah..if we weren't doing "soldier stuff"...we usually do sick call..people come to us if they get hurt..its really cool to get patients cuz they look up to you for guidance and shit..makes you feel important for a second.......

So yep..thats what ive been doing so far...being a medic...learning new things..driving military vehicles..getting drunk on the weekends and having straight up fun...OH...and when I get home......i think you guys are gonna be SO surprised of what i have in store for you..TAP will probably kill me but o well........but don't worry..i'll take pictures and post it up..hehe..so it wont be a secret for long......

..well...time to go..me and my roommates are going to go to the movies to watch that Julianne Moore movie...hope its worth watching..cuz i'm passing it over SHARK TALE..i was over voted 2 to 1...lol...gotta love the roomies...hehe...okay...until then....you guys are probably going to see me update more often and be online more often....say hi!...AIM: cuytepnay

Wednesday, July 07, 2004

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 21:52:56 GMT

..omg...llora "officially" has no life...yes...here i am once again updating everyday..and that's really sad considering I could be doing something else..but here i am again....i just have too much time to waste..i mean we could do whatever we want..just as long as we're there 0530 the next morning..but i have no CAR..and no friends here that I want to hang out with really..so yeah...my fun is very much limited.......

So anyways..today wasn't that bad...hanged out with Poston for half the day because we had to go to CIF..[a place to get military stuff like snow boots and all that good crap]...god...you guys have to see the snow boots..theyre are CRAZY looking..and theyre INFLATABLE...if you can even imagine..but i know this for a FACT...Llora is going to FREEZE to death come winter time..i'm going to look like the squirrel in ICE AGE.....hahhaa...anyways after that..went to Clark Hall to get my ID...4 freaking hours of sitting on my butt waiting for them to call my name...so yeah..my picture...is not at all attractive.....a combination of pissed off/high...if you can picture that..hahahaha...anyways that's about it for now..oh yeah..here's something funny....

You know you're in the country when...................you're driving, and a Deer and Turkey crosses the road...yeah....A Deer and a Turkey...

Tuesday, July 06, 2004

Tue, 06 Jul 2004 23:01:31 GMT

"oh my god....i am SO going to have a bitch-fit...."..[White Chicks]...yep..i am..so cover your ears young ones..oh and if i've already talked to you today about this..then sorry..but i just felt like writing..maybe i'll be okay by tomorrow..err..doubt it though.....

...well yesterday wasn't that bad...Me and JanMike..hehe..that's what I call them two lovebirds..hehe..anyways yea..its like an oceanside place..there's beaches,an amusement park with games and rides and stuff, it's really awesome..like i'm a beach freak and it kinda made me happy for like..a day..then after that we went bowling...Goal to Self:..play more so i can score over 100..haha..i sucked ass!!..i had a gutterbowl like 5 times in a row!!....then after that..the day kinda went sour..cuz my battle Bell's parents were fighting and then Mike started getting sick and he still had to take me back to Ft. Drum...i felt really really bad cuz they were having a bad day....and here I am not making it better...grrr....so yeah the day kinda ended...bleh...

...And then we have TODAY!...i had a freaking 8 hour class about finances...yeah you heard right...8 freaking hours..the longest hours of my LIFE!...it was soooo boring!!..and it was taught by the bitchiest bitch of them all...grr...some fake tan fake boobs fake face chick named Nicole..God..her attitude pissed me the hell off..she treated us like retards...stupid bitch..grr...excuse my language..i am in the army and i'm surrounded by Infantry Men..who are IDIOTS by the way..i swear.they dont think..they just say the 1st thing that comes out of their mouth..i swear i can never have a decent conversation with them...I mean some of them are alright..theyre ok...but one or two...OMG...BUT...the day didn't go as bad cuz my "brothers"..Poston and Williams..theyre medics from Echo too...and I hanged out with them today..theyre really nice and cool...yeah..Poston let me have his cigarettes..i'm his cigarette budgeter..hehe..i only let him have a cigarette when he really needs it..that way..he'll save money and who knows..maybe he'll quit..haha..yeah right bro.....

..but i think what's bothering me the most is that..HE didn't call me..

Sunday, July 04, 2004

Sun, 04 Jul 2004 22:05:38 GMT

like my frend Irene would say...."i LOVE fireworks~!!! it was tooooo fun! i want more i want more~!!!!!!!more tomorrow~~~~!!!!!!!!"......that's exactly what I was thinking gurlie!!!..

...anyways..yesterday was prollie the craziest night to start my weekend here in NY...and NO Anna..it did not involve me drinking this time...^^..but everyone else thought so..haha..i don't know but me and my frend woke up this morning feeling like.....bleh...from yesterday..okai..here's what happened..

..me and Bell's family went to the Farmer's/Flea Market in Syracuse..that place was big compared to the ones I have back at home..and they have coooler stuff too..stuff that you actually want to buy....and the coolest thing there......AMISH people selling their homemade bread and cookies and pies..soo yeah..guess where all my $$ went to.....SO worth it!..though i blame them from me being SUPER Hyper Crazy later on..haha..anyways after that we went grocery shopping..i bought frozen dinners for my barracks..then we went back to her house..we had homemade lasagna and chocolate cake...<--that made my frend really HYPER too!..so two hyper people..yeah..bad combination..me and her and her guy friend drove to watch the fireworks..on the way..we MOO'ed at the cows..laughed our asses off!!..then we went to go play at the casino....yeah....18 and up could play..sweet!!..so yeah..i got myself a casino card..hehe..i put 20 in..i won 10 bucks...and lost it all and ended up with 0.00....all in one night..yep..last time i go to a casino.....after that we got REALLY hyper and could not start laughing OMG!..it was crazy...and thats all pretty much I remember...

so yep...thats my weekend so far..were going to go watch fireworks again today..whoo-hoo!!!!..oh and you guys..Jaesun got a cellphone!!..yeay!!..no more wondering..i can talk to him WHENEVER i want now!!....I miss you babe!!..wish you were here!!....i'm so lonely here without you.....

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY EVERYONE!!!!

Friday, July 02, 2004

Fri, 02 Jul 2004 22:39:02 GMT

..*grabs top hat and cane*...it's up to you!..New York New York!!!!.....hahhaa..NOT!..more like *grabs pitch fork and farm hat*..i'm in the "country" part of New York.......well before I start rambling on..just wanted to wish my battle buddy...PFC Jan Bell a HAPPY BIRTHDAY today!!!..i'm staying the weekend over at her house in Syracuse since I wont have to be back in my barracks till Monday!!..*dances around*...alright here we go....

WEDNESDAY..woke up hella earlie to get to the airport..man..that was a sad goodbye....we were all kinda just standing there stalling..but sadly i had to go..snif...so yeah..i got into this small ass plane headed to New York LaGuardia..*me on the way-->-_-..*..i woke up just in time though to see New York City in the plane window...when i saw it..my reaction:...wow...BIG..everything!!!..i can't wait to visit it someday..anyways so i got to NY LaGuardia and the first thing that i did when i got there was..yepp..get lost...DON'T ASK..haha...but i found it!..got on a plane to Syracuse..and my friend Bell picked me up and took me to Ft. Drum..and yep..like I expected..its in the middle of nowhere...i got to the Welcome Center and signed in..and they drove me in my barracks!..the specialist and the sergeants are soooo nice and funny!...i felt more at ease and actually start talking to them now..but they still think i'm quiet...so yeah...i stayed up all night getting my uniform ready while watching DVD's with a bunch of people from my barracks..oh and the good part....I actually have a room with a fridge and my roommates are awesome!...and i get to go wherever i want..we have no curfew!...just as long as were back in time to formation...oh..sweet sweet freedom!!!......

THURSDAY AND FRIDAY........did nothing Thursday but paperwork and classes..boring boring briefings about Ft. Drum and stuff..my platoon sergeant with the sexy NY accent made it fun though..he made us laugh the entire time....then after that we got released..my ass passed out!..i was so tired...then i woke up and just hanged out at the CQ desk...its like a building where we can watch TV and chill and stuff....i was hanging out with a couple of guys..i was the only girl there but i wasn't complaining......*whispers*..but u did not hear me say that....*runs away*...we watched all the Rocky movies and Cold Mountain while munchin on Chinese Food...yummmmmm.....after that i went to bed..woke up and left to go to Mall...its soo cute..its called...Salmon Run Mall.....i didnt really walk around cuz i just watched movies all day..like White Chicks and Spiderman 2<----really really good...MUST SEE....after that Bell picked me up and im chillin in her house now...yeay!...

yep..those were my days so far...I hope everyone have a good 4th of July!!!..i know i will.....

Tuesday, June 29, 2004

Tue, 29 Jun 2004 04:39:17 GMT

i want to start by singing in my best Usher voice....*eherm*.."let it burn!!..let it burn!!..gotta let it burn!!.. *Me and Tra-"..but i don't want to let it burn!!!!"

...*laughs hysterically*..whew..now that i got that out of the way...man!..what a way to remember FL!..a day in Orlando w/ my family and my best friend!..then going to my fav. place in FL...the BEACH!!..then like the good ole' high school days..i chilled with my bestest friends in the whole wide world!!..Tra,Jamie,Anna and Irene..the one and only..TAP..The Asian Posse..yeah!.greatly imitated but never duplicated..^^.. SATURDAY: ...here's me on the way to Orlando..(-_-)..*ZzZz*..Tra and my sister had fun messing w/ me while I'm asleep..God knows what they did!..*evil look*..hehe..then we got to IOA!..took lots of pics!..pretended we were Asian tourist!..i had so much fun riding the roller coasters!..screamed my ass off!!..but not as much as the queen of screaming..*whispers*..Tra!..*looks around*..who said that?!..hehehe..saw cute Asian guys..*coughs*..but i was a good girl....yep..i swear..i didn't even holler at them..*looks innocent*..*runs away*..it started to rain but that was okay..cuz we went to the arcade and played basketball!!..[i owned!!]..and me and Tra bravely played DDR!..[i sucked!]..then rode Hulk,Spiderman,and Popeyes..<--we got wet..but we wanted to get SOAKED!..so umm..we ran around the water fountains that shoots up!..i felt like a kid again!..*sigh*..and FINALLY..me and Tra bought a FUNNEL CAKE SUNDAE!....*drools*..*thinks about the sundae*

SUNDAE..err..i mean SUNDAY!.. went to the beach w/ the fam and Auntie Maricar's family..i the beach!!..it just gives me a sense of serenity and relaxation..the bad part:..HOT!..my back was burning!..

MONDAY...did a couple of errands for Mother...get to drive around..yeay!!..then went home so me and Tra could go to the mall and meet up with the rest of the crew and watch THE NOTEBOOK..*coughs*..best movie EVER!..EVERYONE should watch it!!..cuz i said so!.hehe..anyways i was so happy to see everyone again!..it was so awesome cuz we talked like old times..like Jamie said..we could be apart for so long yet when we get together..all we do is laugh our asses off and talk about GUYS!..hehe..its cool how our lives have changed yet our friendship and our bond is still the same!..i mean i've known these people since HS and we've all been there for each other since then..snif..Tra: i love how i can be so silly with you!..i'm going to miss you..riding in your car..and all the laughter and craziness...Jamie:..why are we so the same?!..its just weird..i swear maybe we were sisters in another life..hehe...are u ready for The Notebook DVD?...i can't wait!..good luck with ur Robby!!..Anna:..hello my pretty bird!!..hehe..you are so pretty!..and don't worry girl..you will be 'free' someday!..Irene:...i'm still your bodyguard!!..warn Willy..if he ever messes with my best friend again..i'm going to have to come down from NY and grrr...hehe..jk!..but stay sweet gurlie..good luck in ur 1st year in college!!..

..wow long entry..but o well..oh yeah..i'm leaving on WEDNESDAY..so call my cell to say BON VOYAGE!...hehe..904-962-6994...

My horoscopes for today: Enjoy this slow pace as things will perk up this evening. ONE phone call or email can change everything!.......at exactly 9:25 PM today..guess who called me and left a message!!!!...Jaesun!!!..*screams*..*throws cellphone*..*giggles like a 16 yr old*...hehehee...i am such a dork!...but guess what though...*Ms. Congeniality voice*..he called me...he said he 's me!.. that message made my day..thanks my 'Noah'..

Thursday, June 24, 2004

Thu, 24 Jun 2004 22:52:00 GMT

Currently Playing: THE REASON..by Hoobastank.... a special dedication..i told you how i *truly* feel..now it's up to you..it's your "choice"

...Had a good time "recruiting" people today...i got to ride out with the boys..[i love driving but..i love getting driven around more..especially by a guy....lol..JK!]..yep..me and Danjou rode in Nuchols's Cougar..damn..he got bass!!..i was literally jumping up and down on the backseat..it was awesome..chilling in a fast car..like the good ole' teeny bopper days....heh.. [Things To Do Tomorrow]: Go to NAS to get tickets for Orlando and NY..pick up pics from AIT graduation..and secretly unearthed camera from Grad Nite?..hehe..go to the bank to get a Visa Check Card..call Bell and tell her she's a lifesaver because i'm NY ignorant and don't know how to get to Ft. Drum..and most importantly...watch The Notebook!!!!..lol..yes..finally..the wait is over!.... Serious Thought of the Day: ...i wish i didn't have to grow up so fast..and i wish that i could be more close to the people i love..but i can't..this is what i decided to do..and now i have to do it..as much as i want to stay with my family and my friends..because i feel like i'm missing out so much in my little sister's life..i hate that..i hate not being there for her recitals and parties..and I don't want her thinking that I left to get away from her because that was not my intention..I signed up for this to better myself and get a good education so that in the future i can provide all the good things for her..just as my parents did for the both of us...i mean i am excited to be going to my duty station but then i'm also terrified..i'm terrified of the unknown.. i don't want to leave.......but duty calls...

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 20:23:15 GMT

Tra: "Llora!..update your xanga!"....Me:."ok"....**2 days later**..heh..i guess i should..

But where do I start??...errhh..okai..i came back to Jax 2 Fridays ago..and i'll be here till the 29th..after that...it's off to Ft. Drum i go!....that's in upstate NY..good?..its close to Canada..bad?..really really cold ...so i'm kinda excited that its a new place to be..kinda scared because i get to start over again........

Going back home has its perks and disadvantages..for example..my parents are glad to see me back home..i get to see my little sister again..be with my family...and surprisingly..they spoil me more than ever....not that i'm complaining but its..just...weird..lol...^_^..and seeing all my old friends and just hanging out..and overall just being in Jax!...i went to the beach last Sun..kinda made me feel better and happy...[there's no BEACH in TX...grr...hehehe]...The bad part about going home is that....I feel kinda out of place...everyone is doing their own thing and have their own schedule and i feel kinda like i'm trespassing..and of course I am a totally different person now...i dont know..everyone here is soo...innocent..lol..i dont know..its okay though..i figured it was going to be like that....

Wow..so this entry is getting long..so i better go now...OH YEAH..couple of ANNOUNCEMENTS....ONE..i'm going to Orlando this SAT..anyone want to come?...Tra and Kathy?..where do ya'll want to go?...i figured just go to Islands of Adventure or something..sounds good or do you have another place?...TWO..i'm doing hometown recruiting..if you are interested in any info on the Army or just has a question.. CALL MY CELL 904-962-6994 and leave me your NAME and PHONE #...and i'll make sure to help you out!!...

So if you didn't know yet that i'm back home...now you do..so just give mee a call on my cell if you wanna catch up k?...or if you wanna do some PT with me?..huh?..you up for the challenge?..hehe..i need the exercise anyways!..My Loving Mother won't stop feeding me!!!...*runs away from food*....i swear..i'm not that bad!..i just lost a lot of weight..i don't consider myself skinny though....geez......

i *still* miss you Jaesun.......someday..we'll be together again..and it's going to be as good as the first time we both stared into each other's eyes and finally realized that we've achieved the most beautiful thing in a relationship..True Love and Happiness with each other.....I will always cherish the good times and the beautiful memories we made..

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

Wed, 26 May 2004 19:16:55 GMT

Told ya'll i'll be back..........

.....hehe......anyways..holy crap i haven't gone in here since forever.....i'm in class right now..well not really..its just a comp room and we have to work an EMS program and treat patients...its a medical computer game....yeah...sounds fun...lol..i got bored with it real quickly..my friends did too since they started killing their patients for fun..lol...like giving them morphine when they dont really need it.........we did the BLEEDING LAB...uhh...crazy..the comp controlled dummy started freakin squirting in the cheek...lots of blood loss...femur fracture...shock...the usual stuff that we treat..MAN!...i can't wait to freakin go home and tell everyone what I learned!!!..its going to be so awesome..........hehehe....so yeah...i'll be home soon...but i wont tell you guys when...cuz im crazy like that and i want you to be surprised when you see me............Soldier Medic.....out and over...

CHESKA?!?!........WHoAoA...[my mom's reaction: "....do they not feed you?!..you lost weight?!:...hehehehheheeee........

oh and in case if you were wondering...yes...San Antonio is a party place and once you are here..you will get corrupted.....hehe...trust me..i got STORIES!!!!..wanna know?CALL ME!!!....904-962-6994

Wednesday, December 24, 2003

Wed, 24 Dec 2003 23:41:25 GMT

Merry Christmas